I know what the trouble is, at least. I didn't put a lot of thought into the fact that MAYBE these guys would have some, idk, TRAUMA surrounding the notion of corrupt cops dallying with gangsters. Like...how did I not clue into this until I was two thousand words into the story? *laugh-cry emoji*
So my main obstacle is just not wanting to deal with the angst of that because the a major reason I started this story was to give myself a break from the angst-fest that is my current Guardian WIP. I have an idea of how to pull it off (one that still results in some kinky sexy-times and no additional psychological damage), but it's gonna be a lot more involved than I'd thought and ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
So yeah, I can do it, just it's gonna be a lot more work than I'd planned and my psyche is digging in its heels.
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Date: 1 Mar 2020 14:07 (UTC)I know what the trouble is, at least. I didn't put a lot of thought into the fact that MAYBE these guys would have some, idk, TRAUMA surrounding the notion of corrupt cops dallying with gangsters. Like...how did I not clue into this until I was two thousand words into the story? *laugh-cry emoji*
So my main obstacle is just not wanting to deal with the angst of that because the a major reason I started this story was to give myself a break from the angst-fest that is my current Guardian WIP. I have an idea of how to pull it off (one that still results in some kinky sexy-times and no additional psychological damage), but it's gonna be a lot more involved than I'd thought and ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
So yeah, I can do it, just it's gonna be a lot more work than I'd planned and my psyche is digging in its heels.