I think if Zhao Zi didn't ask him to stay a part of Jack would have been so disappointed. To not be able to explore this new thing, these new feelings when he's with Zhao Zi. Because he's been doing the same thing for years now - spending 1-2 years on a mission and then moving on to the next one, no strings attached to anything or anyone. He never wanted to remain in one place for long, never found a reason to. Not until he met Zhao Zi and realised he wanted to stay.
I would have probably cried if they didn't have a happy ending, for me they were the most interesting part of the show. <3
Jack flipping the knife is so pretty to me. Aesthetically pleasing. :3 And honestly I think it could mean so many things. Playing with it when he's bored, when he wants to intimidate someone, when thinking of the next step in his plan, when he hasn't been out doing anything exciting for too long and there's an itchy feeling under his skin, when he wants to bury the knife in someone. Maybe it's like a... security blanket too. It's always with him. But yes, when he is with Zhao Zi he never plays with it. When they are together Zhao Zi is the only thing he needs to feel calm. The only thing he needs to ground him is his small weird boyfriend.
Maybe before he met Zhao Zi he didn't even know what feeling at peace was like.
It seems we're sharing 1 brain cell when it comes to Jack. xD For real though, I can feel how much you love this character when you write about him. <3 Good! He deserves to be loved. :3
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I would have probably cried if they didn't have a happy ending, for me they were the most interesting part of the show. <3
Jack flipping the knife is so pretty to me. Aesthetically pleasing. :3 And honestly I think it could mean so many things. Playing with it when he's bored, when he wants to intimidate someone, when thinking of the next step in his plan, when he hasn't been out doing anything exciting for too long and there's an itchy feeling under his skin, when he wants to bury the knife in someone. Maybe it's like a... security blanket too. It's always with him. But yes, when he is with Zhao Zi he never plays with it. When they are together Zhao Zi is the only thing he needs to feel calm. The only thing he needs to ground him is his small weird boyfriend.
Maybe before he met Zhao Zi he didn't even know what feeling at peace was like.
It seems we're sharing 1 brain cell when it comes to Jack. xD For real though, I can feel how much you love this character when you write about him. <3 Good! He deserves to be loved. :3